my Xmas Gift From Mistress

Today i recieved a package from my Goddess ... Her pantyhose that she teases me in.... after she made her BF cum all over them a few times...

I text her and now i have to wait for her to come online later... so her and her sister and friends can laugh at me licking and sucking a real mans cum from her tights!... while i get excited at touching her hose... It is hurting to wait... so I suppose... i am desperatly waiting to suck up and clean cum!

Mistress... this is the best gift ever! x

loser

Humiliation & Mental abuse!

This Picture Speaks For Its Self.... Mistress after a Night of abusing me... teasing me... degrading me... even using other slaves and men to put me down... I was not allowed to touch my worm (NOT EVEN EDGE!!)

Mistress even made me eat my dinner from the floor... then get some ice cream... pour it out the bowl and lick it up... the last of the ice cream i had to lick from my toilet seat!!! ... while Mistress took photos (laughing) and showed her sister and other slaves to amuse herself and them!... she even made me show I gave a better blowjob than a sissy slave of hers!!

Mistress later buzzed me on yahoo to join her and I would be allowed to sacrafice seeing her to touch my tiny worm!... she covered her cam and laughed while i stroked seeing (what Mistress describes me as....) NOTHING... when i was close to edging... Mistress uncovered her camera... give me the middle finger and walked away laughing... all the while i was putting $$$ into her account. Mistress even informed me, as i bought her shoes and pantyhose for her birthday, ones i loved the look of for her... she would not EVER let me see them on her and infact would let even more men pleasure themselves while entertaining her... while i wont even see them... BUT i do get something... a worn, dirty pair of pantyhose have been posted to me... after she had a real man pleasure himself on them for me to lick clean.... I am so weak i am excited just to touch and smell them

I THANK MISTRESS FOR THE HONOUR OF SERVING HER EVERY DAY... BEING HER FAVORITE LOSER AND FOR EVERYTHING SHE ALLOWS ME TO DO TO AMUSE HER.

Mistress Later Informed me i will be text messaged daily to take a humiliating picture while i am at work or home... or whenever Mistress demands....

For Xmas... I WILL be allowed a orgasm from my tiny bent worthless cock... however the conditions are I MUST BE ON CAM WITH MISTRESS ON 25th DECEMBER (i doubt she will be:( ) and the second condition is which xmas Goddess decides ... 2009,2010,2011 :((

Thank You Mistress

At Last!

Finally tonight I was allowed to cum... although under some humiliating conditions... after over 2 months of total denial, without even pre cumming... Mistress allowed me to wank.

After being teased & denied, humiliated and degraded infront of Mistress, Mistresses Sister and Friends... i was allowed to return for more... to be allowed to cum.

The condition was i had to do it upside down with my legs over my head... so when i cum... it went in my face... mouth... eyes.. and hair :( while Mistress, her sister and friends laughed at me. Afterwards I showed a close up of my face covered in my spilt filth... when Mistress informed me i may not wash until the morning :((

Remember Remember the Fifth of November - Play with Mistress you get burnt

Mistress has made me do this blog, with a few pics for everyone elses amusement.

The 1st Pic is Mistress in her element... asking people to really humiliate me... the 2nd is Mistress showing what she thinks of me, stamping on her rubbish!

The 3rd Pic of the man sucking the other man... thats what Mistress allows me to wank over (p.s. without cumming... i have not cum since 15th September!!!)

The 4th Picture ... the cock between Mistresses perfect legs... that is my heaven.. but i have to admit here that I would enjoy licking a real cock if it were there... to be so close to Mistresses perfect legs and stockings... AND THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO AMUSE HER

Mistress makes me edge over this pic often... also pics of her sissy in stockings on her blog!

If Mistress let me sniff her stockings... I would be in euphoria! HEAVEN

Month Of HELL

Mistress has made me make this post to amuse her... as i have not updated for a while... this is just a quick snapshot post of my last few weeks without much detail.

Firstly, I still have not been permitted a orgasm... or even a ruined orgasm or any release of any kind!

Secondly, in the last month, I am now being mailed very often by gay men from all over the world... after Mistress created a gay singles dating account for me and emailed all the local gay men on there - here are some of their replys :

"yes sure suck it.... if want this is my mobile number +0**********"

"Hi would love you to suck me off anytime you want. Wher eabts are you I hope you are near to me i'm in ********** Ron"

Thirdly, after weeks and weeks of being made to serve Mistress every night - i have become poor and cant continue to please Mistress as much as i have been (at least for a week).... because she has taken so much (she deserves it)... IT IS SHEER AGONY being away from Mistress.

And Lastly, Mistress said I had to add this picture ... so if anyone wanted to abuse or use me they could....

Mistress is my life she is now controlling everything, my orgasms, my money, when i eat (often, she wants me as fat as possible), when i drink alcohol... everything... and i love her for it

loser4ever

Still No Orgasm :(

Mistress now hasnt allowed mt to cum for 12 days... and after being made to cum so often it hurts so bad.... and mistress has put me thru so much excitement....

I am excited to serve her later on tonight.... i hope she takes pity and allows me a little worm spillage?!

My Cum Holiday - Blog at Demand of Mistress

Places Mistress MADE me Cum..... in order...
1. Over my pillow
2... make pillow even dirtyer
3........ more pillow filth
4. My Mobile Phone
5. on all my cd's
6. Over my mobile phone
7. Over my laptop keyboard
8. on my bed
9. on a champagne bottle covered in deep heat... which i then had to put in ass
10. on my wall
11. on floor... and mop clean with my face
12. in my hair gel
13. My best/most expensive shirt... by humping it on floor
14. over work toilet seat
15. on my toothbrush... then clean my teeth

This blog is at request of Mistress, she encourages you to look at her site and what she reduced me to http://glamourdomme.blogspot.com/ ... also guess how many of these i have been allowed to clean :(

I thank Mistress for my 4 day cum holiday... and hope she does not keep my orgasm ban up for as long as last time

A Good News Bad News Day

Mistress gave me the tasks to do and send her to photos .... I did... shaking scared incase anybody walked in and caught me...

I then had to go show her on cam while i sent them to her... she raped my bank account until i had nothing left till i next get paid... at $6 a minute... she then proceeded to let me wank looking at her in stockings (my favorites)... when i was about to cum... she decieded I should do it on my tooth brush :( .... so i left to go get it... all the time she was telling other slaves and real men what she had me doing ... when i was about to cum, i begged and pleaded... she covered her webcam ( I AM NOT ALLOWED TO CUM LOOKING AT HER) which hurt cause i knew she was there in stockings and heels laughing at me... when i cum it had to be on my tooth brush... i then had to brush my teeth with it. I was harshly humiliated and degraded.... which contiuned after i had orgasmed... which is hard to continue doing !

Mistress later informed me she had a real man saying he wanted me to suck his cock.

Mistress also made me wank again over her stockings again... but this time only edge...

MISTRESS THEN INFORMED ME... THAT WAS MY LAST ORGASM... MY CUM HOLIDAY IS OVER... this was the bad news! the earlier stuff was the good news!

Thank you for controlling the filthy worm Mistress

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A loser Weekend infront of Mistress

this weekend... I was not permitted to leave my house by Mistress, while other people in UK were enjoying sun and outdoors... I was sat on my pc... awaiting Mistresses instructions.

What a humiliating weekend it was, still being allowed to cum... Mistress had instructed me to cum in some more humiliating places... on my bed sheets, on my wall, on a champagne bottle that was covered in deep heat rub... which was then inserted in my ass... thats right a cum filled burnt fat piggy ass for Mistresses amusement. This weekend i have also had to whip my cock till it bruised for Mistress, do a strip show on cam, make a video of me practicing sucking cock ready for my 1st time to amuse her.... hope i am not forgetting anything... oh and also join a gay dating site (i am straight) and give her the username and password... so that she can make me do whatever she finds amusing... all the while being made to drink shots of tequilla and glasses of booze.... at least no special pills to soften me up this time.... all the while she degraded me with insults like 'thick ugly cunt', 'fat ugly pig' and 'you fucking queer homo puff!'

Mistress knows she can make me do anything, and confirms i am her weakest most addicted slave... and she knows my biggest weakness is seeing her perfect stunning beautiful legs in stockings or pantyhose... the photo above is as close as i got... the dirty stain on them (how i wish it was my cum, or even a real mans to suck clean for Mistress) is her spit as thats the best she will ever allow me in her presence.

look closley at this one... i am aroused and have measured out centremetres on the paper

Thank You Mistress For My Humiliation and Making me type this Blog

All 4 Mi$tre$$

I post all of these to amuse Mistress...









She has recently started allowing me to cum... over and over... and where ever she tells me...












So Far ive had to cum on my mobile phone, on my laptop, on my cd collection and a few times on my pillows... and i ve not been allowed to change the pillow case... sorry If I have forgot any where Mistress.










Mistress is allowing me to cum for a un-defined ammount of time... so I will become addicted to it... and then ... she is going to take away orgasms again :( Goddess only knows how many orgasms I have left... or where they are going to be ???







Until next time
loser4ever

Loser Slave

Any one that has served Mistress Hellen has probably seen her blog.. and photos of me.. that Mistress makes me take..

She decieded I should have my own, so everyone can see how weak i am...

People have commented what has she done to me to do this...

Well thru 3 years of tease and denial and my addiction to Mistress perfectness, there is not much i will now not do :(

Herei will add some pics she has made me take- this will be my blog to my addiction to her, BUT will be what ever she wants me to put here.

loser4ever